Never has my soul hurt like this before,
Never have I felt such a pain from my core
My soul somehow knows it is time to let go,
Yet it makes it no easier;
Will I feel freer
As my tears are endlessly flowing,
Not knowing,
How will I never ever know you anymore
~ M.L Adams
Journeys in Writing 
I can feel that!
Thanks Amy, im thankful for writing as a way to express both the hard and joyful times. It is a really tough one x